I can t help but to think about my life as it was, before I was married. Not that I don t truly enjoy my spouse, because I do. Its just the thought of complete freedom intrigues me. I remember way back when, how easy it was to go this way or that. Never having to check in with anyone. If I didn t want to go home, I wouldn t. If I wanted to stay out all night and party I did! If I wanted to sleep with someone at the drop of a hat, I did. Smooches Pattie